Today work has been very slow. Not a good thing. I like it when I am busy and have a lot to do. The time goes much faster and I feel like I am accomplishing something. I prayed this morning that God would fill me with his Spirit and anoint me to do what he needs me to do today. Sometimes I wonder if he is using me at all. In my head I know that God can use us even if we don't see it but my heart says "where is the fruit". Did I impact my workplace or the people around me in any way today? Are their lives any different because we came in contact? Do they see Jesus in me or do they just see Joan?
I went to a Joyce Meyer conference this weekend. Of course it was exciting and fun and impacted us spiritually. We all came home wanting to hold onto the words and the encouragement to press on and to be passionate about being about our Father's business. All of us wanted to do more and be more passionate about serving Jesus and advancing the Kingdom of God. Funny how it begins to fade. TD Jakes warned us it would. But he also said God wants to do a "thing" in our life. Something so "God" that others will stand back and be amazed. Somethng so profound that it is just a "thing" and it can't be described. It's a God thing, built on God's will and his heart for his people. I want to determine to find that one thing to be passionate about and go at it with all my heart. I will share what He's talking to be about later when he gives me a bigger picture. I hope you will join me and that we can make it our adventure together.
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